hidup aku tenang tanpa kacau

No, I can't take one more step towards you

‘Cause all that's waiting is regret

Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive

And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive

And now you want me one more time

It took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

‘Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

a lovely song called jar of hearts

by christina perri

in the year 2010

20102010

takziah buat mak ngah saba sekeluarga atas pemergian pak ngah.

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

al-fatihah

aku nak kau tahu aku masih punya perasaan yang indah

it started out as a feeling

which then grew into a hope

which then turned into a quiet thought

which then turned into a quiet word

and then that word grew louder and louder

till it was a battle cry

i'll come back when you call me

no need to say goodbye

just because everything's changing

doesn't mean it's never been this way before

all you can do is try to know who your friends are

as you head off to the war

pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light

you'll come back when it's over

no need to say goodbye

you'll come back when it's over

no need to say goodbye

now we're back to the beginning

it's just a feeling and no one knows yet

but just because they can't feel it, too

doesn't means that you have to forget

let your memories grow stronger and stronger

till they're before your eyes

you'll come back when they call you

no need to say goodbye

you'll come back when they call you

no need to say goodbye

a lovely song called the call

by regina spektor

from the ost chronicles of narnia : prince caspian

in the year 2008

semunya cun saja

huh. da lama aku ta post sebab lepas sakit aku dedikasi meneruskan latihan praktikal. i just don't have enough time for myself. memang la. tak adalah sibuk mana. cuma nak manage masa tak berapa pandai lagi. tapi setelah separuh masa daripada tepmoh latihan aku dah boleh biasakan diri dengan kehidupan bekerjaya.


aku dah boleh keluar malam untuk lepak dengan kawan-kawan. dah boleh curi masa pergi menonton wayang pada hujung minggu. boleh tidur ikut masa orang dewasa.


aku semakin dewasa.

aku perlu terima.


tapi aku rasa aku tak matang lagi pada certain parts of my life. hehe. adat la. aku tak habis belajar lagi. time study an kena enjoy. haha!


pindah rumah. kuma, serizawa serta bff pinky datang membantu dengan jayanya. thanx to all of you sebab banyak tolong aku susah dan senang. berduit atau tidak. aku sayang kamu semua. berjaya dengan perpindahan ini, maka tinggallah abang aku ditemani bella yang setia menemaninya pergi kerja.


sabar ye abang. kami sayang abg. nanti abg da ade teman. hehehehehe~ seriously going crazee for that. tak boleh nak tunggu. nak tengok hari bahagia abang aku. semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.


semua orang dalam hidup aku melangkah ke satu fasa yang belum pernah mereka alami. begitu juga aku. aku harap semua yang berlaku ada hikmah dan tanggungjawab aku adalah untuk meneruskan hidup aku. seperti biasa.





walaupun aku tak tahu apa yang akan mendepani aku.